Saturday, December 19, 2009

He knows.

I was awaken this morning by a text message from twitter. I've subscribed to mobile updates from Logos, which tweets a verse almost everyday. This was today's passage.

Luke 12:22-34

Then Jesus said to his disciples: "Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat; or about your body, what you will wear. Life is more than food, and the body more than clothes. Consider the ravens: They do not sow or reap, they have no storeroom or barn; yet God feeds them. And how much more valuable you are than birds! Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life? Since you cannot do this very little thing, why do you worry about the rest?

Consider how the lilies grow. They do not labor or spin. Yet I tell you, not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these. If that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today, and tomorrow is thrown into the fire, how much more will he clothe you, O you of little faith! And do not set your heart on what you will eat or drink; do not worry about it. For the pagan world runs after all such things, and your Father knows that you need them. But seek his kingdom, and these things will be given to you as well.

Do not be afraid, little flock, for your Father has been pleased to give you the kingdom. Sell your possessions and give to the poor. Provide purses for yourselves that will not wear out, a treasure in heaven that will not be exhausted, where no thief comes near and no moth destroys. For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also.

Be blessed today. :)

Thursday, December 17, 2009

Hope and Desire.

I read this yesterday and felt like I should share..

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From JR Vassar
http://jrvassar.posterous.com/

December 16, 2009
Thinking of my friend Matt Chandler and the difference between Hope and Desire

I write this today because I need to. I need to tell myself these things. I just read the pathology report from the Village Church on Matt Chandler (http://ow.ly/MM81). I have known Matt for many years and love and respect him deeply. I am praying for him and for his sweet wife Lauren, and their kiddos, and the Village. And, I am praying with this in mind: there is a difference between desire and hope.

I am praying with great desire. My desire is that God would heal Matt, hand him to Lauren and the kids to be her husband and their daddy, restore him to the pulpit, empower him to preach his heart out for the magnification of Jesus, and one day let him play with his grandkids. I think God wants me to desire those things and ask Him for them, knocking until my knuckles bleed, making it clear to God how I desire Him to respond. And, those desires are good. But those desires are different than our hope.

Sometimes desires are not fulfilled. But, our hope is. Hope does not disappoint us (Romans 5:5). Our hope is certain and sure. Our hope is that none who trust in Him will ever ultimately be put to shame. Our hope is that in Jesus we are forgiven, given his Spirit, adopted as sons and daughters of God, and will one day be revealed as such (Romans 8:14-16; 1John 3:2-3). Our hope is that Jesus has defeated our greatest enemies of Satan, Sin, and Death and through Him we will triumph (Romans 8:37). Our hope is that God is sovereignly moving heaven and earth to secure the good of his elect and bring about their glory and joy (Romans 8:28). Our hope is that we who are in Christ are the eternal objects of God's love and that nothing, absolutely nothing, can change that status or rob us of its privileges (Romans 8:38-39). Our hope is that these momentary and light afflictions are preparing for us an eternal weight of glory beyond all comparison (2Cor 4:16-17); that the things we suffer are not worth comparing to the glory that God will reveal to us (Romans 8:18). Our hope is that God will not leave us nor forsake us so that even as we experience ten thousand shadows of death come over us, we shall not fear because He is with us (Psalm 23). Our hope is that He who raised the Lord Jesus will raise us also with Jesus and bring us into his presence (2Cor 4:14). Our hope is that if we have been united with him in a death like his, we shall certainly be united to him in a resurrection like His (Romans 6:5). And, our hope is that Christ, who is our great treasure, will be exalted as such whether by life or by death (Philippians 1:20). This is Matt's hope. He knows this hope; he lives this hope; he preaches this hope. Lauren knows and lives this hope as well, and Matt is blessed to have her at his side.

I just needed to tell myself that today. I need to remember that as I voice desires to be fulfilled and as I plead with the "God who is able," for Matt's strength and healing and restoration, I must not confuse my desire and my hope. I am holding tightly to hope and finding my comfort in the God of Hope. Praying we all will. Apostles Church will be praying for the Chandlers.

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Chandler.

From The Village Church-

Dear church,

In the first chapter of Philippians, the Apostle Paul writes that whatever imprisonments, beatings and trials he may have suffered, they all “serve to advance the gospel” of Jesus Christ. We implore you to keep the gospel of Christ as the main focus as we walk with Matt and Lauren through this trial.

On Tuesday, Dr. Barnett informed Matt and Lauren that the findings of the pathology report revealed a malignant brain tumor that was not encapsulated. The surgery to remove the tumor, the doctor said, was an extremely positive first step; however, because of the nature of the tumor, he was not able to remove all of it.

Matt, who is being released from the hospital today, is meeting with a neuro-oncologist this week to outline the next steps of the recovery process. There is a range of treatment possibilities but the exact course of action has not yet been determined. He will continue outpatient rehab.

The Lord is calling Matt and Lauren and The Village Church body to endure this trial. It will be a challenging road for Matt, his family and our church body. The gospel is our hope and the Lord is our strength. Matt and Lauren continue to find solace and hope in Christ. They weep facing this trial, but not as those without hope and perspective. The gospel clarifies their suffering and promises more of Christ through it all.

You have done a wonderful job respecting the family, and we ask that you continue to do this. They are processing all of this together and need you to give them precious space. Please do not visit them at their house unless personally invited by the Chandlers. The best way to serve the family is to continue to be faithful in prayer. Specifically, pray for the following:

* Wisdom for all the coming decisions
* Strength and peace to endure
* The kids’ (Audrey, Reid and Norah) hearts; pray the Lord is merciful as they process and that their little hearts do not grow embittered
* The Chandlers and The Village would suffer well because of the gospel and for the sake of Christ’s name

As you hurt and weep for the family, do not do it alone. Gather with your home group and with other believers in homes and pray together. This is a time to walk together with others and to endure this trial in community. If you wish, send cards and letters to Matt and Lauren at 2101 Justin Road, Flower Mound, TX 75028.

We will continue to keep you informed as new information is made available. Please be patient with the frequency of the updates. May God strengthen us all and may His glory shine brightly through this.

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

all you need is LoVe.



A. I love Jim Sturgess.
B. I love the Beatles.
C. All you need is love.

Friday, December 4, 2009

Time in Between.


Time In Between - Francesca Battistelli

You were there when your Father said
Let there be light
You obeyed when He whispered
Son, You have to leave tonight
To spend nine months in a mothers womb
Three days in a borrowed tomb

But it’s the time in between
That brings me to my knees
Knowing you came for me
And all that I can't be
I'm amazed, so amazed
And I thank You for the time in between

Don't take much for this crazy world
To rob me of my peace
And the enemy of my soul
Says You’re holding out on me
So I stand here lifting empty hands
For you to fill me up again


But it’s the time in between
That I fall down to my knees
Waiting on what You'll bring
And the things that I can't see
I know my song’s incomplete
Still I'll sing in the time in between

So many ways
Your love has saved the day
And I'm grateful for them all

But it’s the time in between
The middle of two thieves
That says everything
It’s the reason I believe
I'm amazed, so amazed
And I thank you for the time in between
Oh Lord, I thank you for the time in between

Thursday, November 19, 2009

The Civil Wars.

While I was in Nashville last week, I had the opportunity to hit up the Mercy Lounge with Lindsay to see The Civil Wars and Thad Cockrell. I have now become obsessed with The Civil Wars and you can too! Check them out.



Electronic Press KitQuantcast

Falling is probably my favorite song but all of them are AMAZING! You can download their free live album here. If you have issues downloading the whole album at once (like I did) just click on each song on the cover and it will download them individually. You will want to download this album.. I promise you.

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Fun and pointless.

Since yesterday was a little thick, I thought I might make today a little fun and pointless.

Three names I go by:
1. Ashley
2. Ash
3. ac

Three jobs I have had in my life:
1. Starbucks Barista
2. Photography Assistant
3. Career Services at Troy

Three places I have lived:
1. Italy
2. Nashville
3. Atlanta

Three favorite drinks:
1. Sweet Tea
2. Diet Dr. Pepper
3. Water from Karen Tabler's house

Three favorite hobbies:
1. Playing guitar
2. Tennis (I'm not any good)
3. Driving around

Three pet peeves'
1. Mouth noises while eating
2. Clutter
3. Grammar and spelling in professionally published pieces (like the newspaper)

Three TV shows that I watch:
1. Chuck
2. Greek
3. House

Three places that I have been:
1. New York City
2. Las Vegas
3. London

Three of my favorite foods:
1. Poppy seed chicken
2. Pizza (i'm 12 apparently)
3. Cheese .. lol

Three friends I think will respond:
1. No one
2. will respond
3. ha!

Three things I am looking forward to:
1. The weekend in Nashville
2. My dad's birthday
3. Supper Club tonight at Major's house

Three things that I can't live w/ out:
1. My glasses or contacts (i'm blind)
2. My little bible (i know where stuff is in there)
3. Jesus (did you see that coming?)

Monday, November 9, 2009

Honest Conversation.

This is an honest conversation that I had via email with one of my spiritual mentors today. I'm trying to wrap my head around some pretty big truths lately.

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Reid,

Here is something that I've been turning my wheels on a bit. I "taught" (using that term loosely) my small group on Wednesday from that John Ortberg book we are reading. Of course, I changed it up a bit but one of the things that came up was the depravity of man. Having gone to SBTS, I am sure you know a lot about this.. haha! :)

Here is an article I found.. I'd love to know your thoughts when you get some time.

http://www.monergism.com/thethreshold/articles/piper/depravity.html

ac

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Ash -

I like the article and find that I agree with all four points in general. We are bad, in trying to be good we are worse, because without Christ we are totally unable to do spiritually good, and therefore we deserve death and hell as a consequence.
On what are your wheels spinning? The devil is in the details . . .

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I think I'm just frustrated with these facts-

We were sinners but because of Christ's work, we are declared righteous. There is nothing that we can or could have done to do this, only Jesus and the cross accomplished this fact. There is nothing we can do to have this taken away from us, if we believe. HOWEVER- the depravity of man. WE ARE GOING TO SIN. No matter what. We are predisposed to sin. BUT we are declared righteous. I mean, I don't want to sin but I do and there is nothing I can do to save myself. So, no matter what I do I am still saved but I still sin. UGH! So, what are we supposed to do? I don't want to live with sin. I don't want it in my life.. but it will always be there and because the depravity of man there is nothing I can do about it. So, I mean, why NOT sin? I get Romans 6, where paul says we shouldn't but what?! I don't get this. Help.

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Do not sin. You will, but it can grow less and less instead of more and more. Be righteous, not because you have to be but because it pleases the Father. What God cares about is the intesity of the battle, he has already won the war, just stand frim, put on the full armor and fight the good fight - victory is his!
Do not worry about failure! Repent and move on. Failure and fear are from the devil. Jesus died for failure and God works everything together for good to those who love him and are called according to his purpose, so why fear?
Find the joy of obedience and forget the despair of disobedience.

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But we are going to sin anyway, so why try? Because we love the Father? I get that but I think I am very much that person who does good works SO THAT the Father will love me instead of doing good works BECAUSE the Father loves me. This boggles my mind.. I can't wrap my brain around that.

The more I seek God.. the more he doesn't fit into my formulas and boxes.

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That is legalism, and that is why you fail. You can not be perfect and therefore can not make perfect like you. You get tired of trying and give up. Start with grace, let perfect love you and let his love make you more perfect and your love will then desire perfect. . . it will become an ever striving joy, not a burden.

Friday, November 6, 2009

Insanely Attractive.

Okay. So, I have to post this because I think these two guys are insanely attractive. Come on.. if you know me, you already knew this. ;)

There is something about the soulful guys.. YES!



I love that Dave is cracking up at Matt dancing in the background. Ha!

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Who We Are.

How often do I forget these truths? How often do I put my identity in something other than Christ? countless. My identity does not depend on my circumstances but on the redeeming work and person of Jesus Christ! This is who we are as co-heirs with Jesus (Romans 8:16-17)-

I Am Somebody, A Saint, By God’s Grace, In Christ
Ephesians 1:1-1, Psalm 139:13-18 , Ephesians 2:8-10, 2 Corinthians 5:17

I Am Blessed With Every Spiritual Blessing And Have All I Need In Christ
Ephesians 1:3, Colossians 2:9-10

I Am Chosen By God
Ephesians 1:4,11, 1 Thessalonians 1:4-5, Colossians 3:12, John 1516

I Am Holy And Blameless In His Sight
Ephesians 1:4, Romans 3:21-26, Romans 8:1-4, 1 Corinthians 1:30, Ephesians 4:22-24

I Am A Loved Son/Daughter Of God
Ephesians 1:4,5, John 1:12,13, Romans 8:15-17, Romans 8:31-39, 1 John 3:1, Romans 5:6-8, John 15:15, 1 John 4:9-10

I Am A Trophy Of God’s Grace
Ephesians 1:9-10,12, Ephesians 2:4-7, 1 Corinthians 15:1-11

I Am Redeemed And Forgiven
Ephesians 1:7, Isaiah 53:4-6, Colossians 1:10-14

I Have The Holy Spirit In Me
Ephesians 1:13-14, John 14:15-17

I Am God’s Possession
Ephesians 1:14, 1 Peter 2:9

**Notes from Passion City Church 10.25.09**

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Don't even reply.

This website has been cracking me up and I need to share - http://www.dontevenreply.com

Original ad:
if anyone wants a ride from baltimore to nyc tomorow let me know! i am driving up there sometime tomorow afternoon and would be glad to help someone out if they want to throw up some money for gas. i drive a hybrid, so i wont need much!

From Mike to *************@*********.org


Hello,

I do need a ride to New York tomorrow. That would be great. My only concern is the fact that you drive a hybrid car. I don't want to give people the idea that I care about the environment. Do you have another, more manly car that we could ride up in? I really don't want to be seen in a hybrid. I'll gladly compensate you for gas.

Mike

From christine ********* to Mike

no all i have is my hybrid. what is the big deal, who cares what people think? u should be glad to help the enviroment!

From Mike to christine **********

I'm sorry Christine but it isn't the 60's anymore. People aren't a bunch of earth-saving hippies that run around and hug trees anymore. Does your car have tinted windows? I really don't want to be seen riding in that bitch-mobile. My only request is that you stop by a lake somewhere so I can dump a can of motor oil in it, to make up for all of the earth that your car will be saving. Don't worry, I'll pay for the motor oil.

Mike

From christine ********* to Mike

wtf is wrong with u! im not giving u a ride ur a jerk!!!

From Mike to christine **********

Well I am sorry you won't have the privilege of riding with me. Fortunately for me, I found a better, more badass ride to NYC. I'll be sure to wave at your crappy little hybrid as we pass you in our F-350, spraying cans of aerosol out the window and throwing empty six-pack holders into the sea.

Mike

Monday, November 2, 2009

Friday, October 30, 2009

seemingly small compromises sabotaging my best intentions

This morning I became very mindful of how capable I am of sin. I mean, I am quite aware that I sin all the time but there are certain sins that creep their way into my life, almost daily, and manifest themselves in many different ways.

There is a quote that has always stuck with me about this. It’s from Oswald Chambers and he says, “The root of all sin is the suspicion that God is not good”. I know with everything that is in me that God is good and that he has a wonderful plan for my life but that doesn’t make me any less vulnerable to sin. I hate the way the enemy slithers in and whispers lies into my heart. I hate even more that I am so susceptible to believe those lies.

“What I don't understand about myself is that I decide one way, but then I act another, doing things I absolutely despise. So if I can't be trusted to figure out what is best for myself and then do it, it becomes obvious that God's command is necessary. But I need something more! For if I know the law but still can't keep it, and if the power of sin within me keeps sabotaging my best intentions, I obviously need help! I realize that I don't have what it takes. I can will it, but I can't do it. I decide to do good, but I don't really do it; I decide not to do bad, but then I do it anyway. My decisions, such as they are, don't result in actions. Something has gone wrong deep within me and gets the better of me every time. It happens so regularly that it's predictable. The moment I decide to do good, sin is there to trip me up. I truly delight in God's commands, but it's pretty obvious that not all of me joins in that delight. Parts of me covertly rebel, and just when I least expect it, they take charge. I've tried everything and nothing helps. I'm at the end of my rope. Is there no one who can do anything for me? Isn't that the real question? The answer, thank God, is that Jesus Christ can and does. He acted to set things right in this life of contradictions where I want to serve God with all my heart and mind, but am pulled by the influence of sin to do something totally different.” –Romans 7:15-25 MSG

This is me. I have the best intentions and most of the time can talk myself out of doing, saying or thinking different things but little by little, my compromises sabotage my best intentions. I definitely relate to Paul’s statement- “I truly delight in God’s commands, but it’s pretty obvious that not all of me joins in that delight. Parts of me covertly rebel, and just when I least expect it, they take charge”. I hate that feeling, the feeling of having no control when my seemingly small compromises have brought me to a place of no return and guilt. I think this is an awful trick of the enemy. Little compromises that lead to guilt and then I don’t even want to acknowledge the Savior out of guilt and regret. I don’t feel worthy of his grace because once again I have failed to do what is right. Lies.

“He acted to set things right in this life of contradictions where I want to serve God with all my heart and mind, but am pulled by the influence of sin to do something totally different. With the arrival of Jesus, the Messiah, that fateful dilemma is resolved. Those who enter into Christ's being-here-for-us no longer have to live under a continuous, low-lying black cloud. A new power is in operation. The Spirit of life in Christ, like a strong wind, has magnificently cleared the air, freeing you from a fated lifetime of brutal tyranny at the hands of sin and death. God went for the jugular when he sent his own Son. He didn't deal with the problem as something remote and unimportant. In his Son, Jesus, he personally took on the human condition, entered the disordered mess of struggling humanity in order to set it right once and for all.” –Romans 7:25-8:4 MSG

That is my hope. That is your hope. That is the gospel.

Even when my best intentions are destroyed by my lack of belief that God is good, Christ is still there- standing in the gap that I have created myself with my own sin. Even if I don’t “feel” worthy to approach and ask for forgiveness, I am but not because of my own righteousness but because of the righteousness that Christ gave to me on the cross when he took those sins away.

“He made Him who knew no sin to be sin on our behalf, so that we might become the righteousness of God in Him.” – 2 Corinthians 5:21 NASB

Monday, October 26, 2009

Dave & Matt.

Okay, so this video is old BUT I love it. :)

Sunday, October 25, 2009

BACK!

After a brief hiatus, I am back! :)

Friday, July 10, 2009

Come save.

This is a song that has been on my heart today. I love the second verse because I think it speaks right to the heart of me lately. I've been focusing on myself so much as of late and on my circumstances. I've been extremely prideful and pointing fingers when I should be looking to God and fully relying on his grace and believing in His sovereignty.

Here's the song lyrics. You are listen to the song here:
http://www.imeem.com/artists/sarah_reeves/music/MJD6mse-/sarah-reeves-come-save/

Time is running out, Come save.
Death is creeping in, Come save.
We humble ourselves and seek your face
Pour out your mercy like rain

Your sons and your daughters cry for you.
The waves of the waters reach for you
And all of creation rises up and screams out your name
Oh, come save

Addicted to our pride, Come save.
Consumed in self delight, come save.
Break us and free us from these chains.
We desperately need your grace

Your sons and your daughters cry for you.
The waves of the waters reach for you
And all of creation rises up and screams out your name
Oh, come awaken us from our sleep
Come bring us to our knees
Come whisper truth in our ears
Come save

Your sons and your daughters cry for you.
The waves of the waters reach for you
And all of creation rises up and screams out your name
Oh, come save

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

Always.

I ran across a piece of paper from Atlanta Fest today and realized I haven’t updated in a while. God works in crazy ways. Let me explain.

The first night of Atlanta Fest I was very privileged to meet a woman named Kris. One of my favorite parts about my job is that I get to hang out with and chat with listeners. When Kris arrived at the Fish tent, we chatted about the festival and different random things. She introduced me to her sister who was with her. It was nice and seemingly normal, at first. Even though she wasn't from the Atlanta area, I just brushed it off as getting the opportunity to meet with another listener.

A few hours later, Kris showed back up to the tent. I was working on something else at the time but she got one of my interns to grab me. I stepped away from the things I was attending to and went to chat with her some more. I figured she had a question and that it wouldn’t take too long. When we started talking again she began to unfold her amazing story to me.

You see, like I said before, she wasn't from Atlanta. In fact, she was from Phoenix. I knew she was there to see Building 429 and she now explained why. Back in 2004, her son was murdered by his father in an attempted murder suicide. She began to describe her beloved Joshua to me. It had been about 4 years since it happened but I could see the hurt on her face and I could hear the pain in her voice. She told me what had happened with her ex-husband and about the custody battle. She told me that Joshua was spending the weekend with his father, just like they had arranged.. just like normal. She continued to tell me about what unfolded when she found out and the trial against the father. She explained the happenings of the years- from her depression and anger to finding God faithful amidst a terrible tragedy.

My heart dropped in that instant just like it did an hour ago when I found the piece of paper she wrote her information on. All the things I was so worried about that day seemed to pale in comparison to the things she had been though. The things I’m worried and getting so stressed out about today still seem to pale in comparison.

A few minutes ago, I did a little research on her and the story of what happened and as I looked through news paper articles on the case, obituaries, and all kinds of stories, I also realized that I had forgotten about the song. Building 429 actually wrote a song about her called “Always”. That gave me goose bumps the night I heard it and it does now.. as I listen to the message.

Check it out here-
http://www.imeem.com/crownofthorns5/music/MyDHg9qy/building-429-always/

Here are the lyrics:

I was standing in the pour raining
One dark November night
Fighting off the bitter cold
When she caught my eye
Her face was torn and her eyes were filled
And then to my surprise
She pulled out a photograph
And my heart just stopped inside
She said He would have been three today
I miss his smile, I miss his face
What was I supposed to say

But I believe always always
Our Savior never fails
Even when all hope is gone
God knows our pain and His promise remains
He will be with you always

He was living in a broken world dreaming of a home
His heart was barely keeping pace
When I found him all alone
Remembering the way he felt
When his daddy said goodbye
Fighting just to keep the tears
And the anger locked inside
He's barely holding on to faith
But deliverance is on its way

'Cuz I believe always always
Our Savior never fails
Even when all hope is gone
God knows our pain and His promise remains
He will be with you always

Friend I don't know where you are
And I don't know where you've been
Maybe you're fighting for your life
Or just about to throw the towel in
But if you're crying out for mercy
If there's no hope left at all
If you've given everything you've got
And you're still about to fall
Well hold on, hold on, hold on

Cuz I believe always always
Our Savior never fails
Even when all faith is gone
God knows our pain and His promise remains
Always, Always
He will be with you always
He will be with you always
He will be with you

What a BEAUTIFUL reminder from the Lord. He never fails.. He knows our pain and the things we are going through.. and His promise remains..

Always.

Monday, June 8, 2009

Prayer of Saint Augustine

I went to Trinity Vineyard on Sunday and absolutely LOVED the service. I really like how they fuse scripture and music. I also like that there is a lot of history and taking everything back to biblical times to understand the scriptures and bring the stories to life. I also like that the songs they sing aren't anything that I'm used to. They do some hymns, which I love, but they also do some songs that I've never heard before. Here's a song that we did that I can't get out of my head called "Prayer of Saint Augustine"-

Breathe in me O Holy Spirit, that my thoughts may all be holy
Act in me O Holy Spirit, that my work, too, may be holy
Draw my heart O Holy Spirit, that I love but what is holy
Strengthen me O Holy Spirit, to defend all that is holy
Guard me, then, O Holy Spirit, that I always may be holy.
Amen.

Thursday, June 4, 2009

"Make Me Over" byt Natalie Grant

For some reason, this song has been on my heart lately. I really like some parts of it are speaking right to my heart (like the whole first verse!) and it's shaking me to the core. Not to mention- Natalie has an extremely powerful voice. Listen to it here:
http://www.imeem.com/uniquris/music/Z8uRkOga/natalie-grant-make-me-over/

I've been silent instead of speaking up
gave my advice instead of giving love
I have been unfair, faithless and unkind
I have shut my eyes just so I would stay blind
It's not what I meant to do
'Cause I wanna honor you

Make me over, make me new
Make me a mirror, a reflection of you
Take me all apart
Take me to your heart and pull me closer
Oh, Jesus, make me over

Take away the pride that whispers in the dark
Take the stone out of the middle of my heart
Hidden underneath my insecurities
Is the servant that you've destined me to be
But day after precious day
I get in my own way

Make me over, Make me new
Make me a mirror, a relection of you
Take me all apart
Take me to your heart and pull me closer
Sweet Savior, Make me over

I am only made of your imagining
I'm dust and clay on the wind
Wash me in the river of your sacrifice
Until I'm changed, purified

Take me all apart
Take me to your heart and pull me closer
My Jesus, Make me over
Make me over

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

They’ll know we are Christians by our love?

I was working out yesterday and watching the news at the same time and I saw a piece on an abortion provider who was shot dead at church on Sunday.
http://www.cnn.com/2009/CRIME/05/31/kansas.doctor.killed/index.html

There are so many things about this that bother me. Now, I’m usually not one to speak out about these kinds of issues but this really threw me over the edge. I don’t know if the gunman was a Christian or not but it got me thinking.

I’m fed up with the Church being known for what we are against. Anti-abortion, anti-gay, anti-this, anti-that. I feel like Christians today are known more for our anti’s than our love when scripture clearly says that is what we would be known by. John 13:35- “By this all men will know that you are my disciples, if you love one another.”

I know this is something I need to take to heart.. I could definitely love people more.

Friday, May 29, 2009

Oreos of Omission

I’ve been doing quite a bit of introspection over the past two weeks. I’ve come to a lot of conclusions about why I am the way I am and why I do certain things. It’s been very interesting.

One of the things I’ve noticed is that I am extremely hard on and very competitive with myself. I can be competitive with others, sure! But when it comes to me, myself, and I.. the three can have quite a fight. I’ve noticed this in several areas of my life but it really clicked the other day when I was working out. I’ve been doing intervals on the elliptical- 4 minutes at 140-150 and then a minute at 170-180.. then repeat for 30 minutes. I stare down the numbers during the 170-180 time and if at any point the number gets close to 172 I ramp it up because “I know I can do better than this!”

My boss said something about this a couple of months ago. He said that he would never have to yell at me about an issue, he would just have to tell me that he was disappointed and I would take care of the rest myself because I am so hard on myself. True story! I am extremely performance-driven and when I feel like I have done something bad or wrong… I am harder on myself than anyone else would ever be. I want people to be proud of me and the things that I do- so I work extra hard to keep from letting people down. If I feel I let someone down- I take it out on myself.

I wonder if relates to the fact that I’m also really bad about omission. I’ve never been a great liar.. I mean I can lie but I always end up giving myself away or telling the person that I lied. I just can’t stand it… and I don’t really see the point in being dishonest. If I know that I’ve done something bad, like lying, I can’t help but to tell that person. I hate having things hanging over my head like that. It inevitably breaks me down. Like this morning, for example- I told my personal trainer every bad thing I did yesterday including the 3 Oreos I ate. I didn’t have to and he probably would never have found out but the fact that I did it and I knew he would have been upset about that… I just couldn’t help it.

My mentor from college would probably say this was an absolute fact about me. Becky knows me better than any person on this planet… I am certain that she knows me better than I know myself. Whenever I was struggling with an issue- I just couldn’t stand it… I had to tell her that I did whatever it was. Many of my college friends know this is true too. I just can’t stand to hold things in.. it drives me crazy!
I mean, I want to be perfect but I might as well let everyone in on the secret that I’m no where near that. I guess this is just something that I've been thinking about today.. dang Oreos!

“Not that I have already obtained all this, or have already been made perfect, but I press on to take hold of that for which Christ Jesus took hold of me. Brothers, I do not consider myself yet to have taken hold of it. But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus. – Philippians 3:12-14

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Glorification: Conformed to Christ for the Supremacy of Christ

I've been praying a lot lately about different things going on in my life and God keeps bringing to mind Romans 8:28 for a couple of those things. I found this sermon and have been trying to soak it in with the scriptures and am trying to impliment it into my life. ENJOY!

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Romans 8:28-30

And we know that God causes all things to work together for good to those who love God, to those who are called according to His purpose. 29For those whom He foreknew, He also predestined to become conformed to the image of His Son, so that He would be the firstborn among many brethren; 30and these whom He predestined, He also called; and these whom He called, He also justified; and these whom He justified, He also glorified.

Ponder with me one of the implications of the "for" ("because") at the beginning of verse 29. This word means that verse 29 and the following verses are a support, or an argument, or a foundation, or ground, or basis for the promise in verse 28. In other words, Paul writes verse 29 so that you will be more confident in the promise of verse 28. I promise you, God says, that all the hard things in your life will work together for your good, because I foreknew you and predestined you and called you and justified you and glorified you. So be strong and take risks and go to the hard places of need and show the world by your love that you trust God and his promises more than wealth or weapons of police or alarm systems or good neighborhoods or available medical care.

Why Are There Arguments and Not Just Raw Authority?
But here's the question: If God never lies, and if he promises in verse 28 that everything will work together for our good, then how is our faith in this promise made any stronger by a ground in verses 29-30? I mean, God has spoken in verse 28 and God is God, and his word is infallible and unbreakable. Shouldn't we just believe it because he said it? Why does Paul give arguments? How do arguments for something God has said make our confidence stronger?

Before I try to answer that question, be sure you see the significance of it. It's really a question of why we have the kind of Bible we do. God could have given us a list of affirmations about his nature and his character and a list of commandments to do. It certainly would have been a lot shorter. But instead he gave us (for example in Romans) long, complex arguments and explanations and reasonings. In the gospels he gave us narrative of Jesus' deeds and collections of Jesus' teachings and provocative groups of parables. In the Old Testament he gave us sweeping overviews of Israel's history and accounts of the origin of the world, and glimpses into the inner lives of psalmists and powerful visions and sermons of the prophets and collections of proverbs.

What's the point of all this lavish special revelation of the ways of God in the world? That's the question we are really asking when we ask, "Why does Paul buttress Romans 8:28 with an argument in verses 29-30?" Why not just tell us what God promises to do for us and count on faith to be strong in holding to the promise?

Faith Is a Response to the Revelation of Light
The answer — at least a very important part of the answer — is that faith is not a leap in the dark, but a response to the revelation of light. If faith were grounded on nothing more than raw authority, then the Bible would not have been written the way it is, and the history of redemption would not have been planned the way it was. Faith is not based merely on raw authority (like: "God said verse 28 so believe it. Period! No basis needed! No arguments required!"). Faith is not a response to raw authority; faith is a response to the revelation of light. Not physical light, but spiritual light.

Let's turn to 2 Corinthians 4:4-6 to see this and to launch us further into our text today. What Paul says in these verses is that the gospel of Christ is the revelation of this spiritual light. He calls it two things, one in verse 4 and another in verse 6. Verse 4: "The god of this world (I think that is Satan) has blinded the minds of the unbelieving so that they might not see (!) the light of the gospel of the glory of Christ, who is the image of God." So there is "seeing" necessary for salvation. When Paul says in 2 Corinthians 5:7, "We walk by faith and not by sight," he means physical sight, not this spiritual sight in 2 Corinthians 4:4. The light we must see to be saved is the "light of the gospel of the glory of Christ, who is the image of God."

When the gospel is preached we must see Christ in it as glorious, indeed, as the image of God himself. This is why the four gospels, for example, are not one-sentence books: "Christ is glorious and Christ is God." True! But faith in this Christ is NOT a response of raw authority or a leap in the dark. It is a response to the light of glory in the person and work of Christ. Therefore the person and work of Christ are lavishly displayed in four gospels and Acts and epistles and Revelation.

This is why Paul says in verse 5, "For we do not preach ourselves but Christ Jesus as Lord, and ourselves as your bond-servants for Jesus' sake." Preaching ourselves would not help you see Christ. Preaching Christ as Lord and putting ourselves in the lowly position of slaves, that's what will help you see the glory of Christ so that you have sure foundation under your faith.

Then in verse 6 he describes in a different way this same spiritual light of verse 4. He says, "For God, who said, "Light shall shine out of darkness,' is the One who has shone in our hearts to give the Light of the knowledge of the glory of God in the face of Christ." This is the same reality as the light in verse 4, but with different words. According to verse 4 we must see "the glory of Christ, who is the image of God." And according to verse 6 we must see "the glory of God in the face of Christ." The "glory of God" is the "glory of Christ," and the "image of God" is in "the face of Christ" — which I take to mean the portrait of his whole being — his character, his nature, his person.

Here's the point: faith is not a leap in the dark. There is light all over these verses. Faith is a response to the light of God's revelation of himself in Christ in history, especially in the gospel. Therefore, to help people come to faith, and to sustain and strengthen our own faith, we need to know (notice the word "knowledge" in verse 26, "light of the knowledge of the glory of God") — we need to know the way Christ acted, what he did, what he said, how he thought, how he spoke, how he suffered, and how all this was working out the plans of God. This is the way the glory of Christ shines out for us to see. And this seeing is the way faith comes into being and the way it is sustained and strengthened.

The Connection with Romans 8:29
Now here's the connection with Romans 8:29. Paul wants us to have faith in the promise of Romans 8:28 — that God will work all things for your good — so that we will be radical, risk-taking, loving, sacrificial, Christians with a wartime mentality. But he knows that faith is based not on raw authority of mere statements. It rises in response to the revelation of God's glory. This is why he does what he does in verses 29-30, he shows us some of the ways of God. He gives us a spectacular glimpse into the sovereign, saving work of God from eternity to eternity — from the foreknowing-foreloving-forechoosing of eternity past, to the final glorifying of his people in eternity future. Seeing the glorious work of God in Christ in verses 29 is not just incidental information; it is the revelation of who God is, how God acts, how God loves and saves and keeps. The point of it is to display the light of the knowledge of the glory of God in Christ. And to make our faith in the promise of Romans 8:28 something it could never be without it. So rivet your gaze on the glory of God in the acts of Romans 8:29-30.

Now there are two more questions about this revelation in verses 29-30 that I want to deal with this morning before we move ahead into verses 31ff next week. One is this: Why is "sanctification" not mentioned in the chain that leads from foreknowledge to glorification? And the other is: Why does Paul say (in verse 29) that the aim of our predestination is not merely to be conformed to the image of God's Son, but it is "so that He would be the firstborn among many brethren"?

Why Is Sanctification Not Mentioned in the Chain?
First, where is "sanctification" in the chain of these verses? You recall what "sanctification" is. It was the theme of chapter six. Remember verse 22: "But now having been freed from sin and enslaved to God, you derive your benefit, resulting in sanctification, and the outcome, eternal life." So sanctification is the gradual process of our becoming holy which leads to eternal life.

Why is it not mentioned in this unbreakable chain in Romans 8:29-30? Paul mentions five links in the chain: Those whom he (1) foreknew he predestined; and those whom he (2) predestined he called; and those whom he (3) called, he justified; and those whom he (4) justified, he (5) glorified. Why didn't he say, "And those whom he justified he sanctified, and those whom he sanctified he glorified"?

The reason this matters is that someone might say, "Well, since it's not in the chain, it's either not necessary for heaven like the others, or it is not the work of God the way the others are. Both of those inferences would be a deadly mistake. Sanctification is necessary for heaven. That is why Romans 6:22 says that the outcome of your sanctification is eternal life! (See Hebrews 12:14; Galatians 5:21; 1 Corinthians 6:9). And that makes it all the more important that it is indeed God's work in us, so that the necessity of it doesn't throw us back on ourselves. It throws us desperately on God.

For example, Paul says in Philippians 1:6, "For I am confident of this very thing, that He who began a good work in you will perfect it until the day of Christ Jesus." And Philippians 2:12b-13, "Work out your salvation with fear and trembling; for it is God who is at work in you, both to will and to work for His good pleasure." And 1 Corinthians 15:10, "But by the grace of God I am what I am, and His grace toward me did not prove vain; but I labored even more than all of them, yet not I, but the grace of God with me."

So sanctification is both necessary and the work of God. So why is it not mentioned between justification and glorification. I think the reason is that in Paul's mind sanctification is included in glorification. So, in effect, he does make it part of the chain. Now why do I think this? What's the Biblical basis for it?

It comes from 2 Corinthians 3:18. Paul describes here how we are changed into the likeness of Christ — that is how we are sanctified. It happens by looking to Christ — the spiritual sight we talked about earlier (note the context!). He says, "But we all, with unveiled face, beholding as in a mirror the glory of the Lord, are being transformed into the same image from glory to glory, just as from the Lord, the Spirit."

Now what is so relevant in this verse for us is the word "glory." Our gradual change into the image of Christ is, Paul says, a moving "from glory to glory." And he says this is from the Lord. This is essentially the work of the Lord. So being glorified in Paul's mind is not only the final transformation at the end of the age at the resurrection when we get out new bodies; it is also the process of moving morally and spiritually toward that goal.

So in Paul's mind, when he said in Romans 8:30, "the justified are glorified" he meant, God works to make sure that those whom he justified move from one degree of glory to the next (sanctification) and finally reach perfection with new and glorious bodies like Christ's (Hebrews 12:23; Philippians 3:21). So your progressive sanctification — your becoming like Jesus — is as sure and as firmly planned and worked by God as is your election and predestination and calling and justification and final glory.

Why Is the Goal That Christ Would Be "Firstborn Among Many Brethren"?
Which leads naturally to the last question: Clearly verse 29 says that the aim of our predestination is our likeness to Christ. So sanctification is here in verse 29 as well. "Those whom He foreknew, He also predestined to become conformed to the image of His Son." So your holiness, your sanctification, your becoming like Jesus is God's aim for your life from eternity. Predestination means: Predestined to become like Jesus. That is what you should be giving yourself to. Pray and study and fight and suffer and trust to be like Jesus.

Now my question is, Why does Paul go on to say, ". . . so that He would be the firstborn among many brethren." Colossians 1:18 gives the answer: "He is the beginning, the firstborn (same word as in Romans 8:29, prwto,tokon) from the dead, so that He Himself will come to have first place in everything." Christ died and rose from the dead as the firstborn of many siblings so that he would be seen and enjoyed by them and by others as preeminent, superior, gloriously great.

In other words, our destiny to be like Christ is all about being prepared to see and savor his superiority. We must have his character and likeness to know him and see him and love him and admire him and make much of him. By adding the words, "that He would be the firstborn among many brethren," Paul makes plain that Christ is ever and always supreme above us, and that we must be holy in order to be with him and enjoy him forever.

Test Yourself
Without these final words in verse 29, O how easily we would slip into a man-centered view of sanctification that make us and our likeness to Christ the ultimate goal. It is a goal. But it is not the ultimate goal. The exaltation of Christ is the ultimate goal. So consider some questions to test yourself as we close. Are pursuing your own glory or Christ's? Take some attributes of Christ that we might pursue.

Do I want to be strong like Christ, so I will be admired as strong, or so that I can defeat every adversary that would entice me to settle for any pleasure less than admiring the strongest person in the universe, Christ?
Do I want to be wise like Christ, so I will be admired as wise and intelligent, or so that I can discern and admire the One who is most truly and all-satisfyingly wise?
Do I want to be holy like Christ, so that I can be admired as holy, or so that I can be free from all unholy inhibitions that keep me from seeing and savoring the holiness of Christ?
Do I want to be loving like Christ, so I will be admired as a loving person, or so that I will enjoy extending to others, even in sufferings, the all-satisfying love of Christ?
Everything in these verses — all of God's work, his choosing you, predestining you, calling you, justifying you, sanctifying you, bringing you to final glory — is designed by God not mainly to make much of us, but to free us and fit us to enjoy making much of Christ forever.

So I plead with you: Set your mind's attention and your heart's affection on the glory of Christ so that you will be changed from glory to glory into his image, so that you might fully enjoy what you were made for — making much of Christ.

By John Piper. © Desiring God. Website: desiringGod.org

Friday, May 8, 2009

:: Women :: Significance :: More Beautiful You ::

I believe that God has given me a zeal for women- more specifically- teenage and young adult women. That’s a little bit unusual considering some of this group is my peers. However, I have a heart to see the women of my generation reach their full potential in Christ. I’m not saying this having figured everything out but as a woman who is on the same journey and has been through quite a bit in her life. The past 6-7 years of my life, God has moved in amazing ways. I have gone from a not being connected to Christ, to playing the “church” game, to working out my salvation daily. During this time, I have struggled on different levels with different sins and still continue to struggle with certain sin in my life. I know, however, that God has called me to be “set apart”. Now, if you know me well at all or have known me for a while you probably know this about me, just look at my email or screen names. Sadly, I haven’t always lived up to my calling to be “set apart” but through out my walk with Christ, I have always heard a small voice in my heart that says, “I created you for something different than this world”.

I think it’s time for me to live up to my calling and also encourage you.

I want you to know that you are a person of great worth and potential. You were designed by God and desired by God. Rewind.. you are DEISRED by God. God craves a personal relationship with you. He created you to be YOU! He didn’t create you to be someone else. So, I don’t want to hear anymore “I’m not good enough”s because you are basically slapping God in the face and putting down his creation. NO MORE LADIES! But you also need to realize that you are a work in progress. This life isn’t a destination but progress. You live, you make mistakes, you learn (hopefully) and you live some more, and you make more mistakes, and you learn more (hopefully). I am sick and tired of hearing the women that I love put themselves down for the mistakes they’ve made. I am fed up! And the reason I am fed up is because I have been there. For the longest time in my life, I have put myself down and have been so hard on myself on so many different levels. I’ve had to deal with a lot of issues in my life and I am still dealing with some of them. However, I think the point is that we have to rerecord the tapes that are in our heads. If your tape is saying “You are not good enough” Rewind that tape and hit record on some scripture. Start with Psalm 139. I think the root of this issue is that we are trying to find our significance in something (or someone) other than Christ. What if God was the thing that we were seeking more than anything? What would our relationships look like? What would our conversations sound like? What would our jobs look like? We would act differently? YOU BET!

I guess the question then is- Is the pedal down on the floor board of your life wanting Jesus more than anything? Or are you seeking your significance in other things (or people)?

The reason I say “people” is because WARNING! I am getting on my soap box God isn’t preoccupied with you having a boyfriend.. He is preoccupied with how far you are on the journey to becoming the person he dreamed you up to be. I’m not saying that God isn’t concerned with that part of your life (because He is) but He isn’t as preoccupied with you having a guy in your life as most of you are. (BBC girls- does this sound familiar? Haha..) The key to life is to become someone not find someone. A lot of people are preoccupied with finding someone but I believe we need to start spending our energy talking to God about becoming someone and his purpose for our lives.

I like the way Louie Giglio says it, “Life story TRUMPS love story.” If you aren’t the person you are supposed to be in Christ and you are looking to “get in” on some guys story so you can have significance, STOP!

Relationships are hard work.. they aren’t always lovey dovey. There will be times where the feelings aren’t happening anymore. If you don’t have a life story that drew you together- I don’t think you will have a love story that will draw you all the way to the end. Through the seasons of life and the “feelings” of love- your life stories will be the things that get you through. I believe the sole purpose of a relationship is that two little lives are making the biggest impact possible for the glory of Christ. If you and Bobby Joe aren’t doing that- then what’s the point? Is it possible that the only reason you want a relationship is to feel significant? Ouch. Anyway, this isn’t intended to be about “dating” but about finding your significance in Christ and CHRIST ALONE!

I guess this is meant to serve as a challenge to you and to myself. What is currently sitting on the throne of your life? If it isn’t God then you are settling for WAY LESS than the best. I hope you are encouraged.

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P.S. This is an AMAZING song by Jonny Diaz (for all you Braves fans.. that would be Matt Diaz's brother!) You can listen to it here: http://www.imeem.com/popmusic26/music/IY45bORf/jonny-diaz-more-beautiful-you/

Little girl fourteen flipping through a magazine
Says she wants to look that way
But her hair isn’t straight her body isn’t fake
And she’s always felt overweight

Well little girl fourteen I wish that you could see
That beauty is within your heart
And you were made with such care your skin your body and your hair
Are perfect just the way they are

There could never be a more beautiful you
Don’t buy the lies disguises and hoops they make you jump through
You were made to fill a purpose that only you could do
So there could never be a more beautiful you

Little girl twenty-one the things that you’ve already done
Anything to get ahead
And you say you’ve got a man but he’s got another plan
Only wants what you will do instead

Well little girl twenty-one you never thought that this would come
You starve yourself to play the part
But I can promise you there’s a man whose love is true
And he’ll treat you like the jewel you are

So turn around you’re not too far
To back away be who you are
To change your path go another way
It’s not too late you can be saved
If you feel depressed with past regrets
The shameful nights hope to forget
Can disappear they can all be washed away
By the one who’s strong can right your wrongs
Can rid your fears dry all your tears
And change the way you look at this big world
He will take your dark distorted view
And with His light He will show you truth
And again you’ll see through the eyes of a little girl

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

The Plague of Experience over Doctrine

As the church has entered the postmodern era, historic Biblical teaching has fallen by the wayside and new theologies have taken their place. These ‘new theologies’ downplay the value of scripture and shifts the focus on emotionalism and experiential Christianity (“feeling God, entering into a place with God, feeling His presence, trying to enter into His glory, soaking, gold dust”) instead of Christianity based on truth (what is clearly taught in Scripture).

What makes us feel good is not the measure of truth anymore, but a mystical experience! Feelings sway with the wind of circumstances but the truth of God’s Word stands as a solid rock that does not change whether times are good or times are bad. Those who are founded upon the rock will never be moved even if the world around them falls apart. As biblical teaching is pushed aside, people are no longer standing strong in the Lord. This is the main reason why some believers are frustrated in their faith or are having a faith crisis (up one day and down the next and never being able to over come sin). To remedy this problem they seek multiple experiences not taught in Scripture which often leaves them “wanting more” and never satisfied.

Here are some examples of popular Christian authors teaching experience over sound doctrine in their books. Not only are these unbiblical experiences written in books being sold to millions, but some of us hear these same unbiblical teachings in our own churches.

Unbiblical teaching: “Post-moderns want something more than new products; they want new experiences, especially new experiences of the divine.”
(Leonard Sweet, Soul Tsunami, Grand Rapids, MI: Zondervan, p.420)

What does the Bible say about this:

“For the time will come when they will not endure sound doctrine, but according to their own desires, because they have itching ears, they will heap up for themselves teachers; and they will turn their ears away from the truth, and be turned aside to fables.” – 2 Timothy 4:3-4

Unbiblical teaching: “The old paradigm taught that if you had the right teaching, you will experience God. The new paradigm says that if you experience God, you will have the right teaching.”
(Leith Anderson, A Church for the 21st Century, p.21)

What does the Bible say about this:

If we have the right teaching- the truth of God’s Word then YES we will experience God the way He intended! Some believers don’t want this, but something else. This is why we are warned: “Now the Spirit expressly says that in latter times some will depart from the faith, giving heed ato deceiving spirits and doctrines of demons,”
– 1 Timothy 4:1

Unbiblical teaching: “We should be returning to a no-holds-barred approach to worship and teaching so that when we gather, thereis no doubt we are in the presence of a Holy God. I believe that both believers and unbelievers in this emerging culture are hungry for this. It isn’t about clever apologetics or careful exegetical and expository preaching or great worship bands… Emerging generations are hungering to experience God in worship.”
(Dan Kimball, The Emerging Church, p.127)

“What would happen if we allowed people to “feel” what we cannot explain, to know with the heart and not with the brain? We would open the door of faith to a wider audience than if we continued to insist on a rational belief in the facts as the only legitimate starting point of the Christian faith.”
(Chuck Smith Jr., There is a Season, Waterbrook Press, 2001, p.106)

What does the Bible say about this:

Quite a bit and sadly this is what we are “feeling after.”

“If you instruct the brethren in these things, you will be a good minister of Jesus Christ, nourished in the words of faith and of the good doctrine which you have carefully followed. But reject profane and old wives’ fables, and exercise yourself toward godliness.” – 1 Timothy 4:6-7

“Till I come, give attention to reading, to exhortation, to doctrine.”
– 1 Timothy 4:13

“in all things showing yourself to be a pattern of good works; in doctrine showing integrity, reverence, incorruptibility,” – Titus 2:7 “And they continued steadfastly in the apostles’ doctrine and fellowship, in the breaking of bread, and in prayers.”
– Acts 2:42 “Now I urge you, brethren, note those who cause divisions and offenses, contrary to the doctrine which you learned, and avoid them. For those who are such do not serve our Lord Jesus Christ, but their own belly, and by smooth words and flattering speech deceive the hearts of the simple.”
– Romans 16:17-18

This is dangerous because instead of “feeling and experiencing God” they are experiencing and feeling the deception of the demonic. We have NO right to go beyond what Scripture teaches!

Scripture NEVER teaches us to focus on worship (as in experiencing God mystically) as proof of our transformation in the soul or an abiding in Christ. Nor does it teach us to “experience God” by way of feeling, but by way of KNOWING and absolute trust in what God has said.

“For “whoever calls on the name of the Lord shall be saved.” How then shall they call on Him in whom they have not believed? And how shall they believe in Him of whom they have not heard? And how shall they hear without a preacher? And how shall they preach unless they are sent? As it is written: “How beautiful are the feet of those who preach the gospel of peace, Who bring glad tidings of good things!” But they have not all obeyed the gospel. For Isaiah says, “Lord, who has believed our report?” So then faith comes by hearing, and hearing by the word of God.” – Romans 10:13-17

The TRUTH is no longer being embraced or taught and this prohibits spiritual maturity. In fact, very few have any concept of an immovable truth or even what spiritual maturity is all about. Unless a preacher or teacher stirs the hearts of believers with the truth, very few will ever go beyond their Sunday morning dose of emotional excitement. There is so much more to Christianity than getting an emotional charge and claiming self-centered requests from the Lord. Without understanding truth – all of the truth, Christians will be dwarfed in their growth and never experience the true things of God.

The rich things of God will NOT be found on Sunday morning (or whenever we worship the Lord together for experiences), but are for those who seek Him with their lives. If the better things of the Christian life are prepared for those who seek Him, why don’t we hear these things from the pulpits of the church today? Sunday school material has been watered down to the point of almost becoming irrelevant and the truth of scripture has been replaced with world philosophies and feel good messages. Where is SOUND DOCTRINE!

Sound doctrine in nowadays is devalued. Preachers and most believers think that the TRUTH of God’s Word is “played out” and it has to be twisted to appeal to people or to make it “more relevant”. We are taught to have a relationship with Jesus through experiences and not doctrine. Statements “Doctrine is not important in Christianity. Nothing is important but having a relationship with Christ”, is further from the truth. This can be made to sound good if presented with passion and this philosophy is packaged in many ways, but it is a completely false statement. In fact, it is IMPOSSIBLE to have a deep relationship with Jesus Christ without doctrine.

Look at Jesus’ statements in John 14:

John 14: 15 “If you love Me, keep My commandments.”

John 14: 23 Jesus answered and said to him, “If anyone loves Me, he will keep My word; and My Father will love him, and We will come to him and make Our home with him. 24 “He who does not love Me does not keep My words; and the word which you hear is not Mine but the Father’s who sent Me.

If you do not know the word, you cannot keep the word. If you do not keep the commandments of scripture, you do not love God regardless of how emotional you get and how spirited our time of worship becomes. Keeping the Word of God is the evidence that the love of God is in our hearts and that we truly experience Him and have a real and authentic relationship with Him. The teaching of experience over doctrine has influenced the church through the emergent church movement, the seeker sensitive movement and various books and devotionals that have a pretense of sounding inspirational but are desperately lacking in truth. As teachers and preachers are influenced by these books and spend less time in the word, the postmodern thought seeps its way into their messages and are preached to a congregation that is also lacking in understanding. This is how it spreads folks! Ignorance of truth is an open door to sinful doctrines and ungodly philosophies; however, you have the God-given power and responsibility to search out truth and expose doctrine. If you do not know God’s word, how can you keep God’s word? If you do not know God’s word, how can you know God? Sound doctrine is critical because it reveals to us how to know and relate to our Creator and Savior.

Doctrine over Experience, not Experience over Doctrine

Thirty-six times the importance of doctrine is stressed in scripture – and this is only the times that the word doctrine is used. There are many, many more times that the concept of sound doctrine is stressed by God throughout scripture. When something is stressed twice, this is intended to be an emphasis on its importance. If something is stressed 36 times, how can anyone say that it is not important? Not only can we see that it is important, but we can see that this is critical. The word ‘doctrine’ simply means the teachings of the scriptures. We are not talking about complicated theological concepts that professors argue over in a college classroom; we are talking about how God teaches us to relate to Him, live holy lives, inherit His promises and experience God to the fullest – through TRUTH and TRUST in His Word. If our only goal is to hear an inspirational message that makes us feel good and get through until next Sunday, any religion will do. However, if you want to experience God the Biblical way, sound doctrine is critical.

What do postmodern teachers mean when they preach experience over doctrine?

According to scripture, we cannot know God apart from His word. How do we experience Jesus if we are devoid of understanding? Not every Jesus presented to a congregation is the true Christ. The true Jesus calls for us to deny ourselves, take up our cross daily and follow Him (Luke 9:23-24), not to indulge in our flesh, rely on experiences and seek after them! Yet the Jesus many teach requires nothing from the seeker and allows our lives to continue unchanged even though Jesus said that unless we forsake all, we cannot be His disciple (Luke 14:33). By evading doctrine, we are teaching church members to disqualify themselves from discipleship while falsely claiming that they are disciples. Through doctrine we discover what true discipleship is and we learn how to experience God on a deeper level because we know the truth and we are growing in it.

Saints, let’s seek after God in His Word and NOT by experiences.

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Article from: http://praisedancecentralministries.wordpress.com/welcome-to-pdcm/the-plague-of-experience-over-doctrine

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

Passover

Passover is an opportune time to break with our past and start over as new creatures in Messiah. Passover is an annual reminder that we must leave the old culture behind.
Every Passover is a chance to start over. At Passover we remember that we have left our spiritual Egypt. We are free from the past, and we need to set aside those things in our lives that continue to enslave us. After all, starting over is what it means to be born again.

The Torah explains the significance of unleavened matzah bread in that the children of Israel did not have time to let their bread rise before they had to leave Egypt. They were in such a hurry that they only had time to bake the dough before leaving. To commemorate the exodus, leaven is removed at Passover and unleavened matzah bread is eaten for seven days.
Matzah refers to a special type of flat, cracker-like bread.
In order to be Passover matzah, the bread dough must be baked less than eighteen minutes after the flour is moistened with water. If the dough is not baked within eighteen minutes of being moistened, it begins to ferment from the naturally occurring leavening agents in the atmosphere.
In ancient times, there were only two ways to leaven bread dough. One way was to mix the flour with water and let it stand until it began to ferment naturally. More typically, a small batch of already leavened starter dough left over from the previous day's batch was tossed in with the flour and water. The old culture of leaven in the starter dough quickly spread through the new batch of dough. As the saying goes, "A little leaven leavens the whole lump" (1 Corinthians 5:6). By means of this method, a single culture of leaven was passed on from loaf to loaf to loaf, day to day. This is how sourdough bread is still made today.
The commandment to remove all leaven prior to the festival makes this second method of leavening impossible. The starter dough would have to be disposed of prior to the festival because it is already leavened. This is the imagery that the Apostle Paul is referring to when he says, "Clean out the old leaven so that you may be a new lump, just as you are in fact unleavened. For Christ our Passover also has been sacrificed. Therefore let us celebrate the feast, not with old leaven, nor with the leaven of malice and wickedness, but with the unleavened bread of sincerity and truth" (1 Corinthians 5:7-8). The old starter-dough leaven represents our old way of life. It is sin, godlessness, bad company, bad habits and all the things that taint our lives.
Like an old culture of leavened starter dough, those things continue to leaven our lives from day to day, conforming us to our past. Paul urges us to make a clean break with the old culture and to start over as a new batch, like unleavened bread.
When the children of Israel left Egypt, they were leaving behind their old culture. While in Egypt they had absorbed much of the wickedness and idolatry of Egyptian society. The unleavened bread symbolized a new beginning. They were starting over.

Saturday, April 4, 2009

The time is NOW.. let's get REAL!

"Woe to you, teachers of the law and Pharisees, you hypocrites! You are like whitewashed tombs, which look beautiful on the outside but on the inside are full of dead men's bones and everything unclean. In the same way, on the outside you appear to people as righteous but on the inside you are full of hypocrisy and wickedness." -Matthew 23:27-28

The front pages of papers of children raped by rapist
Iraqi torture chambers and we the blame claim we're blameless
Wrong all
And swelling up inside of us there's this pride in us this arrogance
And our only line of defense is the sense that
Im not as half as bad as this friend of mine so I must be fine
We mean well don't we
Yet I've never seen good intentions set a man free from
Hurt all
This poor unfortunate soul
Filling a single void with toy after toy with girl after boy
How boring this wasn't this meant to be Humanity's life story
Warring with God saying what have you done for me
Bought all
Hanging out for six hours marred beyond recognition
In complete submission to his father will still
A proclamation was made louder than the loudest temptation
With more beauty than all his creation
More eternal than eternity more angelic than the heavenlies
It Is done for you and bought with blood
Accept
Rejoice
For freedom has come
-Jimmy Needham

Saturday, March 28, 2009

This is me - Unplugged.

Most of my life has been a search for significance. I've always wanted to be a part of something bigger than myself. I could insert my testimony here but let's just say that I've done a lot of searching. During that time, I've hidden behind things because I have been afraid that people would see who I really am and reject me. So, I've hidden- behind activities, relationships, and even church- and I've put my significance in those things.

I don't want to look back on my life anymore and wonder "who was that?" during certain times in my life and realize that I was just "putting on a show" and not being me. To do this, I need to let go of my pride, "status", feelings, etc. and just live in full disclosure. Where is the freedom in hiding? Why try to hide in the shadows when there is so much freedom in the light?

My life isn't about me- nor has it even been (even though I've lived most of my life like it was). I am by no means perfect but I want to live my life for what matters most- the fame of Jesus.

So, what is this blog going to be about? I don't really know. I don't have a "hook" to get people to read it or anything. If you are reading this.. you have simply been given a chance to be a "fly on the wall" of my heart.

This is me - Unplugged.